See, Hear, Feel

Firstly, my apologies to wyzalf. I might have been a little inconsiderate and possibly a little snappy when he called me Slewth. Looking back at it now, I've probably confused you all, and I'm sorry. I guess I'd better explain myself.

When Slewth came to me, through you guys - asking for help, I recognised his name. He's someone I had tried to forget, someone from my past. In fact, he was at one point my worst fear. What could possibly be more scary than oneself? I'm not a bad person, not intentionally, and hearing about me being scared of myself will probably startle you a bit too. Please don't be afraid. That man I once was, is long gone.

I've sat and thought long and hard about the little bit of contact I've had with 'slewth' over the last few months. I don't really blame the guy. I mean, I don't really blame myself. I guess if I was to go back and communicate with myself, I'd chose a name I knew well, a name only I called myself. I guess that's what I tried to do. It obviously worked, there aren't many other ways you'd get someone to believe they were receiving communication from a different time.

When he first contacted me I wasn't sure about how possible time communication was. I didn't really know if I believed in God, or spirits and stuff. One thing I did know though, was that I was talking to myself, and my cries for help were serious. I'm sure if I asked Marie, she would've told me that it was a load of nonsense. I guess I'm glad I never told her, in fact - I'm glad my wife doesn't know as well.

I'd better get back to her actually, she's very stressed out. I love her to bits, and I wouldn't want my absence to stress her out further.

Don't let me forget to tell you more about slewth, I mean the one I once knew.

Stay safe

Sorry...

Heh. A nice and cheerful apology for a first post. Sorry about the puzzle, sorry about the secrecy, sorry for dragging you out of the system, and for getting Slewth arrested. I've no doubt it'll all be worth it.

Marie said to me once: 'It doesn't matter about the means, so long as the ends are justified'. Y'know what? I think she's right. I hope she's right. I'd like to think I'm doing the right thing, I'm sure I am, but what if, what if my views are clouded?

I'm sure you're fed up hearing this now, but I need your help. Together we can change my (our) future, and who knows, things may be different in 2037.

Listen, and I'll tell you why...and how.