Thursday, 24 May 2007

See, Hear, Feel

Firstly, my apologies to wyzalf. I might have been a little inconsiderate and possibly a little snappy when he called me Slewth. Looking back at it now, I've probably confused you all, and I'm sorry. I guess I'd better explain myself.

When Slewth came to me, through you guys - asking for help, I recognised his name. He's someone I had tried to forget, someone from my past. In fact, he was at one point my worst fear. What could possibly be more scary than oneself? I'm not a bad person, not intentionally, and hearing about me being scared of myself will probably startle you a bit too. Please don't be afraid. That man I once was, is long gone.

I've sat and thought long and hard about the little bit of contact I've had with 'slewth' over the last few months. I don't really blame the guy. I mean, I don't really blame myself. I guess if I was to go back and communicate with myself, I'd chose a name I knew well, a name only I called myself. I guess that's what I tried to do. It obviously worked, there aren't many other ways you'd get someone to believe they were receiving communication from a different time.

When he first contacted me I wasn't sure about how possible time communication was. I didn't really know if I believed in God, or spirits and stuff. One thing I did know though, was that I was talking to myself, and my cries for help were serious. I'm sure if I asked Marie, she would've told me that it was a load of nonsense. I guess I'm glad I never told her, in fact - I'm glad my wife doesn't know as well.

I'd better get back to her actually, she's very stressed out. I love her to bits, and I wouldn't want my absence to stress her out further.

Don't let me forget to tell you more about slewth, I mean the one I once knew.

Stay safe

3 comments:

rvc said...

You must be a very troubled man, Will. Let us know if and when we can do something to help you.
Oh, and ofcourse I am not angry. I understand the situation and it must be very scary if you meet your own person that is 30 years older and who has some terrible news.

Greetings,
Wyzalf

Unknown said...

There's something I don't quite understand. Will, you said that Slewth was from your past. I'm thinking he's you... both past and future, but not present.

I agree with Wyzalf. That would be frightening.

--Wavecrest

Unknown said...

I'm glad you've finally decided to let us in on this, Will. I just want you to know, that i think i speak for everyone here when i say you can trust us. We're here to help.

By the way will, who's the Leprechaun?

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